well well...
i'm at my office currently, and probably nobody will believe if i say this..
this last 3 weeks, all am doing is coming to office but doing nothing..
Question : what did i do? do i wait for client?
Answer : Like i said, i don't know...and no i do not wait for client.
So???
So....i just got promotion this July ..as a manager ..
Everybody will say ..WOW..congrats
But wait..don't say it, coz honestly i'm not happy
How so?
I guess is just a fake promotion... coz after all the deal w/ my boss, the salary and all the things that i should get, when i get the "manager" position ..is just fake..nothing true, but i still get the position n the bla bla bla ..super gone..
Weird ..hell yeah ( sorry with word of hell :p)
I've been stuck in here, and nothing that i do...
See the more complicated thing is...i've to wait the progress of the website..Yes ..i work in media online (ssstttt).. My company making new project based on my idea, but during the progress i do nothing but come to office as usual, sit, smile , and probably much of youtube and any other social media.. Daaaaaaaa!!
LOL...most of you must think...Crap!! i want your job!
I said..take it if you guys really want it...
So what's the missing part?
well.. i can't do this..i can't be in the area too comfort just like this, do nothing, and have unsolved business with my boss...Probably he's busy, but i think he's just trying to ignore me
and for the last 2 weeks, i'm so MAD...i even wrote it in my Facebook ( which i actually not kinna of person, who wrote something on FB esp when they got pissed or something).
But last Sunday, on my way to home by bus..i made a promise.. i will go to office just like a robot..u know, come n go..let say...i become heartless
Guess what!! it's more relaxing, though my heart still hurt ...but bit by bit the burden quite gone
and tomorrow..Saturday, i'll make an interview ..so wish me luck ^.^
